Tuesday, April 8, 2008

How bad do you want it?

When I was meeting with a support group for infertile couples, I remember thinking that it would be okay if I didn't get pregnant, as long as the other women in the group did, because they wanted it so much more than I did.

When I think of having children, what I look forward to is the enthusiasm and wonderment that children feel when they do something new or exciting. I don't look forward to disciplining, changing diapers, or even holding a baby.

Is there something wrong with me that I don't want a baby that much?

Maybe I should just get a pet.

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